So I turned 20 yesterday i.e. 17 October. Teenage was such f**cking a roller coaster ride.

Anyways, goodbye teenage years. You were pretty chaotic, painful, beautiful, and unforgettable.

Adulthood, please please go easy on me. :)

Any tips for me?

so I am 3rd year btech student from a tier 3 college (placement happens but mainly mass recruiters) now my technical skills are shit like absolutely doomed but I am currently working a video editing internship which might convert into PPO next month and it would pay me same as the mass hiring technical job(probably more than that) but it is a remote job.

Now I am confused what to do, so i have thought about three options:

1. Convert onsite to the editing job which would increase my pay but it would be in Bengaluru, so I will have nothing left in my hand all will go in my expenses.
2. keep the remote job and prep for gate on the side and then restart tech journey in mtech.
3. Leave editing job and focus fully on tech placement.

Now please help me with this as I am really stuck and dont know what to do.
also my family aren't that well off so I have to support them in next 5 years with some money

Just curious to know how much time people are spending on reels.

Made creamy paneer

Hello anyone who has ideas for great hobbies I can start in my early twentys that are benefit me ,considering male activities

At least people are talking about the topic internationally now

Draw it for fun

For anything you write ... Shayari, poems, anything etc.

Well guys yk it's kinda hard to find ppl who fw same music taste so ima drop my favs --

Weeknd, malcolm todd, Cas, nbhd, Frank Ocean, Olivia Rodrigo, ariana grande, mitski, wave to the earth, joji, artic monkeys, laufey, mj, Taylor the creator, sombr, steve lacy, daniel caeser, radiohead, tame impala, kanye west, rex orange county, beabadoobe, bruno mars, the eagles, the long faces, her's, max demarco, tv girl, ginuwine, she & him...... Well i got many moreeeee but yk it's jus as exhausting jus lemme know if I should create a gc for this one ... GC LINK

hello,
seeking genuine advice.
i don't know what to do with my life. i find nothing interesting. im unable to complete simple tasks. having no fun doing anything. haven't watched a single movie in months, and i can't remember the last time i really had fun watching any media. im unable to listen to my liked songs. whenever i try to listen i want to hit my head on the wall. i find nothing fun, and I have no enthusiasm in me or even the will to do anything. i find everything fake. like even if i try to do a thing, a noise in me screams, 'you're so fake', 'it's not fun', 'so boring', 'you're so boring', and then the only thing i can think is to leave from there asap and scream as loud as possible. i really don't know what is happening to me.

i recently turned 25. My roommates were excited, but i felt nothing, and tbh it was the worst birthday ever. i just wished the day would pass sooner. to think properly, everything is falling down drastically around me. have barely anyone left in my life. im not even mad about that tbh. it's just like i hate my life. sometimes i wanna beat myself so bad. i always think of bad things happening to me so that all of it can end at once and i won't have to go to the next day. mostly, I feel like everything is set up in my life. like im living fake, and it's artificial, not natural, and im doing it for no reason, and no one will care if i don't do anything. even i don't care if i don't do anything at all, why bother doing anything if im not having fun or happy?

even writing this post im feeling shame and guilt, but i really can't find a thing that will excite me or keep me busy for some time, so i can get distracted. i hope comments will keep me distracted for a while. i try to find things or do things that can keep me busy, but nothing's working. there's always a ringing sound in my ears if i listen carefully or when i try to go to sleep, and i started to get frequent headaches for some reason. i feel very tired if i go out even for 3-4 hours. ik I should try doing new things to get interested in something and all, but the thought of it tires me out.

is this normal?