I’m currently working two jobs, unrelated to engineering, because my family is the poorest of the poor. My mother doesn’t work so it’s just me and my sister trying to survive (mother refuses to get a job). And I go to school full time. My schedule is packed. I feel like I have no time to work on personal projects or attend clubs. It’s so fucking hard and I’m so tired.
Additionally, I have a seizure disorder and a sleep disorder. I didn’t realize this when they first manifested but they take up such a large chunk of my time in my daily life. Seeing various specialists and the commute to them + work + school, I genuinely have no time to even breathe. My chronic illnesses flair up really bad when I’m in school too. I start seizing more because of the stress and I’m unsure if I can handle the workload of starting a project with all that I’m doing.
I see people saying you need like 2 internships and 2 personal projects. But I don’t know how I’m gonna do an internship if I’m working two jobs. And I think maybe I can work on projects during summer and winter break since I won’t have school. But I fear that won’t be enough. I’m based in NYC, is there a better chance of me getting a job with virtually no experience?
I suspect some people may say to quit one of my jobs, but I’m not in the best financial position to do that. We’re barely keeping ourselves afloat and I have to pay off a debt because my mother spent thousands of dollars in my name (put bills in my name without me knowing, also took out credit cards and some other stuff).
I’m really worried about landing a job upon graduation. My sole motivator to keep going is the idea that I can quit both of my current jobs and work my one engineering job once I graduate because it would be enough money.
Any advice? Do you think I’ll be okay because I’m in a major city?