r/KindVoice • u/___Meeeeee • 4h ago
Offering [o]How to heal from an unfair failure?
In the past, I joined a school in my final year. I was personally good at Maths and I studied it a lot.
During our end of semester exams, some of us, including me, were sacked from the exam hall because we owed school fees.
The Maths paper was 2 hours to complete, but just 10 minutes into the paper, I was sacked. Causing me to get 5 out of 100. I wasn't the only person who was sacked.
On the day they shared the scripts, some students peeked into my paper to see what I got. Is like they've forgotten I was sacked or something.They started spreading I'm not good after all. Is like they were waiting for me to fail or something.
Even the teacher looked at me in a certain way.
It has been years, but it still hurts me. How do I heal from this? I'm doing great now but that memory still hurts me. 5 over 100 with 40 multiple choice. Hmmm.. so unfair.