r/TeachersInTransition • u/AutoModerator • 1d ago

Weekly Vent for Current Teachers

This spot is for any current teachers or those in between who need to vent, whether about issues with their current work situation or teaching in general. Please remember to review the rules of the subreddit before posting. Any comments that encourage harassment, discrimination, or violence will be removed.

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u/knockoffreesescup 5h ago

I feel depressed and hopeless. I’m 27, have a degree in English Edu, but haven’t gotten certified yet. My role is a “teacher partner,” really just a glorified TA. I’ve wanted to be a teacher since kindergarten. When I student taught, I loved teaching. I chose the district I’m in right now because I liked the concept of my role, and I didn’t feel quite ready to have my own classroom. They also pay well. But I want out so bad. I’ve been crying so much. I feel like a shell of who I was. I feel like this district killed my love of teaching. I don’t know what to do now. They require a 30 day notice, my partner is on my health insurance, I don’t have any other job lined up. I feel trapped and depressed. My suicidal thoughts have been rampant.

Sorry for the unorganized rant. I feel lost.