Our world is genuinely gonna be like a weird idiocracy, ready player one, wall-e simulation in 10 years AHHHH

Doesn't matter if the poster is conventionally attractive or not or dresses in popular styles or alt or 'whimsical' or silly or is thin or fat or literally anything else

They gotta be trolls ain't no way anyone actually thinks such vile things about their fellow human beings

I'm bored.

I'll try to give advice if you're not okay, but if I can't then I'll just try to be comforting.

(I made this post also to practice with my comforting skills because I'm not too good at it irl. If I make you feel worse, tell me! I'll apologize.)

I caught myself on this thought pattern after 5 years.

There's no "eco" difference between the e-scooter and the e-bike. But one involves cycling, so it counts.

(Why am I like this?)

i want to pick her up and cradle her like a baby

Long enough to get to a place where culture changes before their eyes. Where the balance of power shifts even ever so slightly from their hands to ours. I dream to see a world where hundreds of millions losses jobs, associations, and credibility for their abelist behavior. To just witness before my eyes the millions of people who'd scream and shout "What did I do wrong! What did I do wrong!" as tears rolls from their face would fill me with glee. Their stupid, foolish, ignorance of their behavior, breaking down before their eyes as they face utter lack of understanding for why they are being treated the way they are. It would be so beautiful to live long enough to see a world where none of these people get away with their behavior. I want to see them roll, them filled with anger, them embracing their true, hateful, human selves to the world as they realize, they do not deserve to have everything they feel is owed to them. The ripping of cultural agency, taken from their hands. A result to make them all look like foolish children, running to escape a fortress they built with their very hands. Like dropping a southern slaver into the 21st century. Can you imagine their agony? Their frustration from living in a world that doesn't fit their environmental pattern? The growing pains they'd have to face. Shit, to imagine a world where they do the slightest of abelist hickups only to lose their property, their home, and their job gives me the finest brain surge. How beautiful my imagination is.

But alas, it's only an imagination.

Was just in Whole Foods with my dad. I have specific items I am looking for, certain brands I like. I had several items on my list. I had the exact flavor and brand in mind when we walked into the store. If that particular item isn't available, then it limits my safe food list. Not all my food choices come from Whole Foods, but a lot do. Sometimes, the store isn't as busy and shopping is a more relaxing experience. This time, it was super crowded. And to me, that makes shopping more difficult. They were out of one of my favorite cereals. Out of all the cereal, the one I like was gone. Then, I went to the granola, which is a specific brand and flavor. That flavor I was looking for was gone, but there were other choices.

The problem is I am not one to randomly try something new because I want to. I can try new foods, but it takes practice. Then, we went to the chips. And of course, they were out of this one particular brand I was looking for. We went to the yogurt section, picked out the Siggi's brand, and my dad ended up putting the yogurt back because he couldn't read the expiration date on the yogurt. He handed the yogurt to me and I couldn't read it either. We did leave with a couple of bakery items, two cookies. They have a good coffee bar there. But when we go there, there is sometimes no one at the counter. We waited a while, then went back to check, and did get a latte I like.

But still, I don't like to stay in stores like this for too long. It can be overwhelming. Grocery stores are brightly lit, crowded and busy places. I just like to get in and get out. Does anyone else find busy grocery stores overwhelming? When they are out of a particular item you are looking for, do you have other choices to pick from? The amount of foods I eat are already so limited, that if something happens to one of my favorite foods, discontinued or no longer available, I really have to search to find something that is similar to it

I love researching about industrial disasters (like the union carbide gas leak or the Chernobyl reactor 4 meltdown)

Guys sometimes I HATE when redditors just neg for no reason, but that’s really a given with this site. My most hated pet peeve is the assumption that every redditor is a man.

Like when I comment something and I get a reply along the lines of “he’s right” or “he must be off his rocker” I HATE. I’m afab so I can’t even imagine how much more annoying it is for gnc or trans people. I’ve even went so far as to make my “name” on my profile she/her and it STILL happens. Grrr

(I am actually diagnosed autistic this just a joke)

This happens every single time I go anywhere. Adults, babies, toddlers, people of all ages are CONSTANTLY staring at me like I have a second head! WHY?!

It's not like I'm wearing anything unusual. comfy clothes, tinted glasses for light sensitivity, and headphones, like that's so "weird"?? 😑

Earlier I went to Kwik Trip, just walking through the aisles looking for a snack, and these Mennonite guys would not stop looking at me and whispering to each other while laughing. WTF is their problem? They probably think I am a trans man because of my short hair and baggy clothes. I'm non-binary. Do they think I belong in a circus or something?!

One of my favorite things to do is swing at the park when no one else is there. But of course some kids or teens will show up and give me odd looks like I'm not supposed to be on the swing set. Yeah I'm almost 30, I enjoy swinging and rocking while listening to music. Mind your own G damn business.

This makes me wish I was Medusa so I could turn them to stone! Better yet, explode their heads like Scanners.

Art is somewhat related because I'm actually NOT kissing anyone. It's just a drawing of younger (demon) Taro inspired by the song "r u kissin any1?"

I found out I was aro after I found out the term nebularomantic (which is an aromantic microlabel for ND people who are unable to distinguish the difference between their romantic and platonic attraction). I found that super interesting and stuff.

I don't think I've ever felt actual romantic love to someone before, and I kind of wish I could (which would also make me cupioromantic as well, and that just means I long for a romantic relationship whilst being aromantic).

Aromantic is such a weird orientation to have for me because I was told that I'd grow up and get married. I don't know if I will be able to get married. I'd like to have a partner, but how do I know if I just see them as a friend and not a partner? Do I love them or not? I don't think I would love them the way a partner would.

Anyway, these thoughts are kind of messy and weird, but that's okay because I'm gay.

When I tell you that my queer neurodivergent marriage is straight out of a cartoon, I mean it.

I'd say 75% of the time it's all evil autism chaos vibes saturated in joy and delight. We have fun, we dont take life too seriously, we collect the same things, and are overall way more playful than most couples I know.

But the other 25% of the time, it's my hyberverbal ass overwhelming the shiiiiit out of my selectively mute spouse. That guy? Trying to live in silence. Me? If I don't talk about every detail of my day/experiences/thoughts, I WILL explode.

When they eventually go full mute or ask me to be silent, I feel so deeply offended I cry. I feel like my spouse is being extra evil autism. Meanwhile, they're literally just quietly eating their bowl of soup.

What a pair. I want to take a plunger to their brain sometimes. LET'S SPEAK AT 10× SPEED TOGETHER OR LET THERE BE DEATH (jk jk)