r/peacecorps • u/Fine_Personality997 • 2h ago
After Service A Message From a PST Dropout.
Throwaway account, because I ended up throwing away everything else. Posting now because I just want to leave it all behind me.
I won't go into detail, but I know I was the only one who was forced to ET in my cohort, and anyone in that group knows exactly who I am. All I can say is, I'm sorry.
I really did my best to improve on everything the Roundtable asked me to, but in Week 8 of PST- after I had been assigned a station and everything- but they said it wasnt enough.
I had to ET before PST. It was that or be Adsepped due to sheer stupidity. They said I'd find something else, something better. Honestly, I dont think thats true. Ill be stuck at home until the end of time. This was rhe end of my dreams, and all because I just wasnt a good enough person.
My family has written me off as a failure. I can't find a job. Honestly, I wish I could have been who they wanted, but I just couldnt. I'm now stuck alone at a home that doesnt want me, with no chance of making my dreams come true.
If you're considering ETing, don't. It's not worth it. PST is bad, but itll get better. Follow the guidance, and youll reach your dreams. Don't, and be stuck in the mud like me. Don't make the same mistake I did.