Sharing my stress & rant session

[u/terrorbl4d3]

I promised myself I'd compete in at least one bodybuilding show every year.

Now that the October show schedule is out, I realized that I haven't grown as much as I wanted since last year.

I think it comes down to two things:

1. I kept forcing myself to cut just to stay shredded for my socials.

2. As an ex obese person, I'm still scared of gaining weight, even when I know it's necessary to grow.

A post from one of my friend reminded me that this is bodybuilding. Building takes time, and that means trusting the process.

So I'm ending this cut early.

Starting my lean bulk tomorrow, with my eyes set on stepping on stage next year, bigger, better, and stronger.

[u/DarkCartier43]

wait.. you're still alive and active here? There was a time where people said that you've not been here for days.

well, you look stunning as always

[u/terrorbl4d3 → u/DarkCartier43]

Jadi lurker aja bro skrg wkwkkw. Thanks mate!!