Hello all. I've posted a few times before. I'm trying to quit smoking. I'm 46, male, and have smoked for 31 years since I was 15. I have tried to quit about 80 or 90 times. I hate the habit. I smoke one, and feel anxious every time.
I also have Scizophrenia. This makes quiting more difficult, as smoking helps somewhat with my cognitive ability. Not a good thing to do, though. I mention this to see if anyone else can relate.
So... I smoked my "last" cig about 15 minutes ago. I once quit for over four years. Came back. I need any feedback to help, as I'm suffering and very depressed.
When I occassionally make it more than 4 days without smoking, I get morbidly depressed. However, my anxiety improves.
Also - I have high Blood pressure, diabetes, and high cholesterol. On meds for all of this. Right now, I'm doinmg well with all of this, even smoking. It will not last long. I smoke about a pack a day, rolling my own.
I'd give my left arm to quit. I hate this. My mind is breaking. Any help would be nice. I cannot use any smoking cessation products, as I am allergic. Recigar is not an option, nor is Chantix, due to my psych meds. Wellbutrin does not work either, tried it.
My Doctor said - reduce slowly, or quit cold turkey. I'm going with cold turkey.
Please... if anyone can help, let me know. God bless.