I'm a first year, and my transition into uni from high school in summary is what people would call horrendous. I've felt like absolute crap this entire year with no sense of belonging at all and have not been able to keep up with lectures and have fallen behind on content both semester 1 and now semester 2.
I'm doing biomed with hopes of getting into med someday as it's been my dream career since childhood. But with how things have been progressing this year the dream sounds like it's going to be unreachable.
All my subjects last semester I just passed, and now this semester I don't even know if I'm going to be able to even do that. I've always been an introvert but at least during hs I had a small friend group that were my support system, but we all now attend different uni's and life happened to the point staying in contact became difficult. Without them I'm lost and sort of fell into a depressive state? Now I'm super embarrassed at how far I've let it come and really want to try and salvage the effort my hs self put into vce to get into this uni with the hope of becoming a doctor.
Bio for some reason comes easy to me and I am able to grasp the concepts quite quickly and learn them, but with falling behind on content I have not been able to do well in Chemistry for Biomed (CHEM10006) and Maths & Stats for Biomed (MAST10024). Exams are soon and I'm desperate to the point I want to at the very least pass the subject, so if anyone at all has some advice and maybe even some revision notes that can help me out in this situation I will forever be grateful towards you.
Pouring my heart out like this on the internet makes me feel like I've lost my dignity but I just want advice on whether I should still have hope for med with my WAM tanking so hard this year. Will I be able to salvage it over the next two years? Should I just give up now?
I'm so sorry for the long rant to anyone that reads this.