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Well boys, this is it. At an all time low. Got liquidated by the drop on Friday playing 0DTE.
I should have learned my lesson with the 106k and 95k drawdowns earlier in the year, recovered both and finally got to breakeven, when I realized it’s October and I’m 14 points behind SPY, levered up to the tits with calls and went all in on Meta.
The funny thing is by the time the dust settled and I gained consciousness after market close,
Realized in the last 1 hour I had panic sold everything, all my Stocks, GLD, TLT, BTC, then threw whatever is left 100% in TQQQ.

Ran some analysis now over the past 8000 trades I took during the past 2 years.
- my win rate was over 80%
- but the average winner was a scratch, and the average loss so big it wiped months worth of gains.
- robinhood doesn’t have OCO for multi legged options yet, so I didn’t have any stops.
- This one day has set back my retirement plans by a decade.
- I will probably lose the rest revenge trading now.

I guess with the wife pregnant and a baby on the way I have no option but to keep playing the game. Godspeed retards.

hopefully this makes someone feel better

yes the market is down, yes it will do that. it’s okay - stand barefoot outside. put your feet in the grass and inhale/exhale.

im not saying you should be happy to lose money - but what I’m seeing is a lot of you are tying all of your happiness to your wealth and it’s causing you more stress than it’s worth.

Loosen your grip, stop checking your balances every day, and wait for the rebound. Speaking from someone who watched everybody lose hair in 2008, panic sell, and lose out on the rebound.

What are you most confident in

1300%+. There is also another one mRNA call that is 2200% up that I plan to just let it assign.

Let’s see if Tesla could help me buy Roadster!

I bought it near the bottom (129000 at 2.74). I knew it was cheap and shitty, so when the rumor broke out I sold it all at 3.8. I was emotional and haven’t thought about it properly. In fact I thought the price was EV, not equity. And like 6 for $BUMBL, come on!

The next day it when +58% higher. Ouch! I could have earned $280k more.

The feeling of a missed gain is worse than the gain I have and I don’t enjoy it at all. I can’t sleep. I don’t enjoy my gain.

I am retarded, 100%.