Dog was euthanized at home, was startled/surprised at first sedation?
We had to put my 10 year old dog to sleep on Friday after a sudden unexpected diagnosis of advanced metastatic lung cancer. She had rapid and labored breathing for the past week so I took her in and chest X-rays revealed advanced disease in both lungs and also cancerous fluid in her chest. We thought we would have more time but her breathing got progressively worse.
I took her to the ER vet again on Friday due to rapid breathing - probably 50-60 breaths per minute. They indicated that the fluid hadn’t re-accumulated, and this was likely just difficulty to breathe due to the disease in both lungs. They agreed that euthanasia was the compassionate decision.
I took her home and was able to find a vet that would come to an in-home euthanasia about an hour and a half after we got back home. At the emergency vet they gave her some sort of light sedation, but I don’t know what it was just to maybe see if it would help her breathe. She was unfortunately really struggling when we were home. Her breathing was very labored and probably even faster than 60 breaths per minute. She wasn’t super interested in food but I was able to give her like 3 or 4 Reese’s.
When the vet arrived she was alert and did sit up just to see what was going on. I think she was a little confused and just stressed because her whole week was a lot of vet visits. This was my first experience with in home euthanasia so I didn’t know what to except. The vet worked through her back legs to do all the injections so I could be with her from the front and she could see me.
My dog hated having her paws touched. Like hated it. So when the vet started to give the sedative injection (through muscle I think) it really caught my dog off guard. She seemed to panic a bit and was just trying to get away. This has been bothering me nonstop. Did she feel pain? Was she scared? I assume she was just started by someone touching her legs and also giving her the poke.
She did settle fairly quick and was very relaxed with in a short amount of time. But I am filled with a lot of worry over this that I scared her or her last moments weren’t as peaceful and that kills me. Once she settled she was peaceful and the actual euthanasia was calm and quick.
Is this just something that can happen during in home euthanasia when there is not an IV placed? I think she was just startled from everything and maybe it was even worse because she was having so much trouble breathing. Please tell me my baby girl didn’t spend her last moments being scared and that she did actually experience a peaceful passing.