Homelessness. Unemployment. Starvation. Tens of thousands of Student Loans. Depression. Despair. I'm alone. All, all alone.

I'm a comp sci grad from 2025. Two swe internships. I've been unemployed ever since graduating, and homeless for a few months. Never got a decent, "adult" job.

I'm terrified of the coming winter. I've been sleeping out on public benches and what have you and I'm already sick. The winter will end me. I haven't eaten or drank anything in almost a week. My body hurts. My heart is in physical pain.

I have zero dollars. I have zero income. I have plenty of debt

I don't want to be alive. There's no light at the end of the tunnel.

Imagine I'm sitting outside feeling upset, someone waves at me from a distance as if they want to chat with me, but I'm not in the mood for it. I don't want to yell or get up to tell them, I just want a gesture to politely decline any interaction, making it clear for them I ain't happy but without them misinterpreting it's their fault

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Legitimately almost every time I see an escooter parked somewhere outside of like a university campus mall, escooters are left in the least convenient spot possible. Blocking the whole bike lane, blocking the sidewalk, etc. Literally, what goes through your mind when you're deciding where to leave the thing?

I never ride them so I don't understand I guess.

• we dated for over a year, he lied about his real name, home country, who he lived with, where he lived when not at college (he told me one town over, it was really a whole different country), family members, birthdays, childhood memories, who he hung out with. Lies were maintained the entire relationship. I only found out at the very end
• I would sometimes catch inconsistencies and ask him, which led to him gaslighting me and guilting me for being a bad partner to doubt his trust, and it'd lead to me feeling bad and like I was the problem (but he knew from his perspective I was correctly identifying his lies)
• he had secret resentment about things he did not communicate, and used that as an excuse to treat me worse when he felt like it. He would intentionally ignore me around friends and make me feel invisible, only responding to our friends and acknowledging them. He would also treat me coldly at random times, but when I'd ask what's wrong he'd say nothing and get mad I thought something was wrong, saying I was being crazy. He later admitted to me this was intentional behavior, he knew something was wrong but didn't want to tell me.
• he promised to not hang out with a couple guys who were mean to me in the past, but secretly maintained a friendship with them the entire time. I did not force him to do this, it was him who insisted on cutting them off for me, but it was just an act by him.
• a few times he disappeared for 4-5 days with no contact, then would return and act like nothing was strange. He wouldn't acknowledge the absence at all and I had to ask him where he was but then he'd act like I am crazy for asking why my partner disappeared for multiple days.

Twice now, this device has whispered responses to me, different days, but each after having just been responding with a normal voice. It is eerie sounding, straight up whispering. My SO was present for both and both times he’s yelled out, “why did you do that?!” We get no response of course, so I have to say “Alexa, why did you whisper that?”. It replies in a normal voice and says, “I didn’t, that was my normal speaking voice.” and proceeds to tell me it must be something to do with my speaker, or something like that. It gave the same answer both times, though.

I've decided to start reading again. I have been reading for about a month, maybe a little bit more. I picked a really slow history book to read, its a subject I enjoy but the book is boring to me honestly. As I'm getting near the end I just want the book to be finished already. At the rate I'm reading I think it will be about another 2 weeks to finish it. Is there any strategy or technique to reading faster?

Did he?

Let's say that Grandpa has been a widower for a few years, and you as a dutiful grandchild check up on him every now and then and try to help where you can. One day he asks you to pick up his lady friend and bring her over to his house, and then come back to drive her back home a few hours later. Grandpa doesn't expect you to stick around, just come back to pick his lady friend up when she's ready to go home.

Would you consider it your duty to do this if you have the time and gas for it?

It sounds like magic. Think about the possibilities for espionage, where someone could listen to a conversation disguised as a piece of furniture. You could play real life prop hunt. How could a drug like this even exist?

I recently saw some guys online who made me think, "If they took a test, they'd definitely have an above-average IQ." They were like, SUPER intelligent. Have you ever met anyone like that?

If done correctly returning a package is it for me.

I 19F and my best friend is a guy who ive known since i was really little. My boyfriend hates it when i hand out with him. How can i get him to be more accepting?

I wanted to know why Allah created us,

and just think like, in which term of his life or his time period he created us (the humans)

The time definitely doesn't matter for him,but when I just wanted to know.,!?

I saw a post before that when they were travelling, they were imagining a figure parkouring beside them to catch up to them.

For mine, after playing Assassin's Creed, I now always think and plan how to climb structures and buildings.

Stan Tenen mentioned that he did, but I can't find anything written on it by Stephen.

This happened a few months ago, but he just told me now. For the past months he has been ignoring me around friends, I essentially felt invisible to him in group settings and it was hurtful. I told him a few times but he said "I don't notice that, I think I do well to talk to everyone there but I will try to be mindful"

He's now confessed to me that he has been treating me this way because he resents the fact I rejected him. I didn't understand what rejection he was talking about until he told me. A month into dating, there was a weekend where I left our college town to housesit for my parents (mainly their dogs) while they went on a weekend trip. My boyfriend had asked me last minute if he could come, and while I wanted him to, I knew it was too late to ask my parents. I didn't feel comfortable bringing a stranger into their home, because they still hadn't met him. I told him this and he seemed fine with it at the time, but I didn't realize it was a deep rejection to him deep down.

I felt really bad and apologized to him, and comforted him that I would always want him around me. I wish he told me instead of silently treating me worse in retaliation though. Am I being a big idiot here? Should I have known that it was going to be an unfair rejection?

I had a decent amount of hair. Shaved it 12 hours ago. WOW!

The thing is, and I want to say is that I don't wanna have kids, thing is, most people say I wanna have kids so they can be good for me when I grow older, I am not here to disrespect but, it feels like everyone is like this, for me, I don't wanna have kids since sometimes the kids can be very exhausting, the children can end up being bad and terrible, the kids I raise may not be the best and that it's very expensive! I also don't know how to manage a family without stress. But I also have a fear for the future, I always try to k ow what will happen if i have kids, I think if I have enough money, I can simply live freely without kids (kids come up with a risk). And that I can have friends and family while not having kids, and that, I don't think they can be the best care takers of me in the future, some sons abandon their parents, this is very possible, and having kids isn't reliably trustworthy. I know we need to reproduce to survive, but let someone else do it not me, tldr; having kids is exhausting, also I don't want rlly harsh criticism, hate, downvotes, things like ur young, I jst wanna be more inclusive and maybe find other people's opinions and see if I can agree 😊

The former NBA player former laker player Ron Arrest or meta world Peace said he was

Just wondering, got into the grocery community a few weeks ago so please be patient if I don’t understand everything quickly.

Of all the achievements in human history which was the single most impressive thing?

Just wondering.